La Vita e Bella.

i know it’s been months since we all stopped talking, but if I don’t write this somewhere i’m going to burst. I miss us, I just miss the friends that we all were. We were more than friends, we were family. where did it all go wrong? Now we can’t even look at each other anymore. I really think that this is effecting me more than anyone else. I still think about all of the good times we had and all of the memories. There wasn’t any other group around that was like us. From the times that we just bummed around in dunkin donuts to when we all went to parties together. we just had fun. innocent fun. and then one day it all went downhill. Literally in one day, 24 hours, our friendship ended and that was the end of “the crew”

Months later I still think about it. I wonder how things would be different if we were all still friends. I wonder how my life would be different. I know things change and people grow up and grow apart but I just never thought that it would be us. it makes things even worse that I know we’ll never be the same and I feel like I can’t even talk to anyone about that because no one seems to care but me. I just hope somewhere in the distant future we can be some sort of friends again.

I miss us.